Life is a Sexually Transmitted Disease
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May 24th, 2013
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 The only thing that sustains one through life is the consciousness of the immense inferiority of everybody else, and this is a feeling that I have always cultivated. ~ Oscar Wilde | ||||||
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December 21st, 2012
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July 10th, 2012
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| ( List of my post on fatness/fat aceptance ) | ||||||||
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December 23rd, 2011
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| Fandom: Harry Potter Title: Playing House Rating: PG Word count: ~ 1,500 Characters: Lily Evans, Severus Snape Disclaimer: Harry Potter belongs to J.K. Rowling and her publishers; no money is being made. Summary: Nine-year-old Severus imagines what it would be like to be Lily's brother. ( Playing House ) | ||||||||
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| One of my New Year's resolutions will be to post on IJ and DW again, so...I could start early, right? For now, I'll just post all the fanfic that I've posted on LJ and not here. Please bear with the fic!spam on your flists. <3 Thea | ||||||||||||
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July 5th, 2011
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I dropped out of ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} nextgendarkfest. Now there's only the deadline for samhain_smut in September, and after that, I'll take a break from writing HP. I feel like I'm not motivated/inspired, and the idea of writing HP irritates me atm. There are other fandoms for which I have plot ideas, especially the Tolkien fandom. On top of that, I have five papers to write this summer & autumn, so that will keep me busy. I'll still read and drop by at chatzy. Everyone who's still getting HP fic from me: you haven't been forgotten. I'll get to it, eventually. | ||||||||||
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February 23rd, 2011
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| And then there is my take on the prompt: "Harry/Dudley, fireflies" *coughs* Title: Dance Of The Fireflies Rating: PG-13 Word Count: 871 Characters: Harry Potter, Dudley Dursley Warnings: Mention of character deaths, implied torture Summary: Dudley couldn’t get much out of Harry, but enough to piece things together rudimentary. The war is over. Most of those who fought on Harry’s side are dead or captured. Voldemort won. And he had Harry. ( Dance Of The Fireflies ) | ||||||||||
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January 19th, 2011
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| Fandom: Harry Potter Title: Fourth Time’s The Charm Rating: NC-17 Word count: ~ 7,100 Pairing: Percy Weasley/Severus Snape Disclaimer: Harry Potter belongs to J.K. Rowling and her publishers; no money is being made. Summary: The first three times, Weasley comes to him for sex only. Or at least that's what he tells Severus. Notes: 1) It’s too late to declare this a Christmas or New Year’s gift, so henceforth, this day shall be known as Snercy Day. Happy Snercy Day, dear <3 There should be many more of those in a year. 2) Despite you preferring “fade to black” nowadays, I hope you’ll like what seems to be the closest I’ve ever come to a PWP. Kind of. I surprised myself here ;) 3) For the Australians – Percy is 17 and having sex here. ( Fourth Time's The Charm ) | ||||||||||
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December 24th, 2010
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Wait, what? Um, yes, actually, bunny. Bunnies, to be precise. Three of them. I started yesterday around 6pm and crocheted on and off for abour 24 hours without sleeping, but with breaks for food and movies etc. I think my teeth are going to rot, it's so cute. I even added a ribbon around the neck. ( More bunnies this way ) | ||||||||||||
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December 23rd, 2010
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I CROCHETED CTHULHU! :D Tiny!Cthulhu ( More this way ) | ||||||||||
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October 13th, 2010
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| Comment with a character or a pairing I write, and I'll tell you about their death. (Fandoms: HP, PotC, Earth's Children) | ||||||||||||
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August 13th, 2010
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| Out of total curiosity, and maybe because I wanted to torture myself, I watched season 1 of the American "The Biggest Loser" show. BIG mistake. HUGE. I'm getting annoyed just thinking about it. Please stand by whilst I go destroy something to work off my rage *arrrrgh!* Seriously, though. People were saying all this kind of unbelievably stupid stuff. "I can't get married before I'm thin." "I can't find a partner before I'm thin." "I want to be the best me I can be." "This is so disgusting," while looking at the numbers on the scales. "The next time America is going to see me, I'm going to be hot." And so on and so fort, a whole litany of: "I'm unacceptable, my body is disgusting, I'm ugly, I'm a loser, nobody can ever like me this way, I can't I can't I can't - ALL BECAUSE I'M FAT." And, something which completely infuriated me: "I want to enter a room and have my father be able to say say 'This is my daughter,' and be proud of me." So, solely because you're fat, your father can't be proud of you. Because obviously "fat" is the ONLY quality you possess, and there is just NO WAY to be proud of ANYTHING else that you are or do if you're at the same time also fat. Being OMG FAAAAT is so UTTERLY HORRIBLE that it outweights ABSOLUTELY ANY POSITIVE QUALITY YOU COULD POSSIBLY HAVE! I get it. I have no idea how people can find this kind of show "inspirational". They're watching people getting humiliated on television, exercising until they vomit, which cannot be healthy, and constantly putting down themselves and their bodies with the most self-loathing crappy comments you can possibly imagine. I can understand wanting to lose weight for health reasons, and I perfectly understand all the self-loathing, but to put it up on television to shame everyone who does not start to work out freakishly and live off nothing but grilled chicken and lettuce...THAT is the disgusting thing in that show. NOT the people's bodies. This whole show is so infuriating and so sad. And also terribly shallow. "Oh, my family can only be proud of me if I'm beautiful (aka "thin"), because everything else just doesn't matter as much as being beautiful (aka thin). I can only find a partner who will love me if I'm thin. The way I am, I'm worth less than I would be if I were thin." That is the message. Now I want to vomit, and I haven't even exercised today. It's late, but I'm so annoyed that I doubt I'll be able to fall asleep soon, and that when I should get up in seven hours. | ||||||||||
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August 1st, 2010
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| veridari made an adorable Death Eater Care Bear :D this has to be my favourite care bear (even as a child, I had a thing for the grumpy one, and this one is even cooler ;) Here he is! | ||||||||||
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July 31st, 2010
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I found this online, and well, it speaks for itself. | ||||||||||
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July 27th, 2010
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| Yes, actually, I am. But whenever I call myself "fat", be it IRL or online, most people except a select few tell me:" You're not fat!" Immediately. The RL people often flinch when I say it and are very visibly uncomfortable. I wondered why that may be, since they can't possibly all be blind and not realise that I'm much heavier than the average person. But the more I read and thought about it, and the more often I got told: "You're not fat! You're pretty!" it dawned on me that actually, what people mean is not that I'm not heavy. What they mean is: "You're not all these negative things I associate with the word fat." In my post about the stereotypical fattie I already mentioned the things usually associated with the term "fat". Fat means you're ugly. It means you smell. It means you don't wear nice clothes. It means you're unkempt. Lazy. Gluttonous. It means you have poor work ethics. Etc. etc. Now, if people know (and like) someone who is, in fact, fat, but doesn't fit any of these negative connotations "fat" brings to mind, there is a disconnect. This person they know might be very good-looking, have nice clothes, take good care of themselves, maybe they're exercising regularly, they're intelligent and hold a good job. Such a person can't be "fat". Maybe curvy, voluptuous, a "real" woman (How I hate that term! As if skinny women were any less "real".), a BBW/BHM, or even overweight. But "fat?" The thing that is connected to so much negativity? No. Certainly not. So, I realised that when people tell me: "You're not fat!" they're trying to tell me that I'm not lazy, ugly, smelly etc., that they see lots of positive qualities in me. On the one hand, I like that. Who would not like being seen in a positive light? On the other hand...I dislike it intensely. Because it's still the idea of the stereotypical fattie at work. Especially when they contrast "You're not fat!" with "You're pretty!" This, although said with the best of intentions, can actually be very hurtful, because it says that if you're fat, you can't be pretty. And because it negates a part of the person it is said to. Yes, they are fat, and yes, they are pretty. These two are NOT mutually exclusive. I know there are people who say they're fat in the hopes of others contradicting them. I'm not one of them. Please don't say "You're not fat." And don't tell me "You're not fat, you're so pretty." That only drives home the idea of "Fat is not pretty." It's not a compliment. It doesn't make me feel better. It makes me feel worse. The more diets I try and fail, the closer I'm coming to realising that I'll probably always be fat. People telling me that I'm not aren't doing me a service. How am I supposed to believe them telling me I'm pretty when at the same time, they're telling me that I'm not fat, which is simply not true? I want to learn to believe both at the same time. | ||||||||||
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June 18th, 2010
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| Title: Draco Rating: PG-13 Word count: 100 Pairing: Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy Disclaimer: Harry Potter belongs to JKR and her publishers; no money is being made. Sequel to: Patience, Hope, Nighttime, Good, Weakness, Hurt, Torture, Decision, Courage, Freedom .-.-. They’re sitting at the beach like every evening, watching the sunset. “Pretty,” Harry murmurs, making Draco smile. Four years since they left England, and slowly, Harry is discovering new words, like a child. Then Harry turns, trying to press his lips against Draco’s. Draco turns away. “Harry, no.” Like their life in England, he tries to leave this behind. But Harry cups his cheek, staring at him intently. “Good,” he says firmly. “Draco.” He's never before shown that he knows him, and Draco is too surprised to react. “Draco,” Harry repeats, then leans forward again. This time, Draco lets him. ~ The End ~ | ||||||||||
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June 17th, 2010
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| Title: Freedom Rating: PG-13 Word count: 100 Pairing: Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy Disclaimer: Harry Potter belongs to JKR and her publishers; no money is being made. Sequel to: Patience, Hope, Nighttime, Good, Weakness, Hurt, Torture, Decision, Courage .-.-. Harry’s face is pale, his eyes and mouth open wide – he looks like he’s frozen. Draco doesn’t dare touch him. It’s an incredible risk to have taken him here, but Harry needed to know, needed to see to make it real for him. Draco barely believes it himself – it was almost too easy. A private audience, the Killing Curse, a green flash. Now freedom. Suddenly, Harry turns, clinging to Draco, face buried against his chest. “Good.” Harry whispers. Draco feels tears soak his robes. “Good, good, good.” With a last glance at the Dark Lord’s corpse, Draco Apparates them away. Draco | ||||||||
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June 16th, 2010
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| Title: Courage Rating: PG-13 Word count: 100 Pairing: Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy Disclaimer: Harry Potter belongs to JKR and her publishers; no money is being made. Sequel to: Patience, Hope, Nighttime, Good, Weakness, Hurt, Torture, Decision .-.-. Draco can barely breathe, can barely hold his hidden wand, his hands are shaking this badly. Can he really do it? He needs to want it, and he has failed too often. The Dark Lord knows he can’t kill – it’s why he made him his torturer. He’ll never kill people he’s not supposed to, never go too far. This time, though, it has to be. If he does this, if he succeeds, Harry will no longer have to suffer. Harry. Draco whips out his wand, and for a long, painful second, he feels paralysed, unable to speak. Harry. “Avada Kedavra!” Courage | ||||||||
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June 15th, 2010
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| Title: Decision Rating: PG-13 Word count: 100 Pairing: Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy Disclaimer: Harry Potter belongs to JKR and her publishers; no money is being made. Sequel to: Patience, Hope, Nighttime, Good, Weakness, Hurt, Torture .-.-. Harry is back to untouchable. For weeks, he’s spent all day in his cupboard, and he can’t bear Draco sleeping there. This is how their future looks like, Draco realises one day, holding a screaming Harry to his chest like he did years ago: starting over and over again whenever the Dark Lord decides to remember Harry. They can’t go on like this – it’s bad enough for him, but for Harry, it will be unbearable. That night, Draco lies awake for a long time, contemplating the Killing Curse. He has to put an end to this. For himself. For Harry. Freedom | ||||||||
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June 10th, 2010
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| Title: Torture Rating: PG-13 Word count: 100 Pairing: Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy Disclaimer: Harry Potter belongs to JKR and her publishers; no money is being made. Sequel to: Patience, Hope, Nighttime, Good, Weakness, Hurt .-.-. The Dark Lord hardly ever visits Draco’s home – he’s not one of his favourites, and he’s glad to be so insignificant. Tonight, though, he has been chosen to host a dinner, and his worst fears come true. The Dark Lord and, of course, Bellatrix have entirely different ideas of entertainment than Draco, and he can’t refuse. Instead, he watches with icy terror as they cast curse after curse, turning Harry into a screaming, jerking mess. It takes over an hour before they have amused themselves enough. When, after they’re gone, Draco tries to comfort him, Harry starts screaming again. Decision | ||||||||||||
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Life is a Sexually Transmitted Disease
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